We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.
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Friday, March 30, 2007
10:20 PM  myself and the 2 small sluts of the class. bestie and tiny slut 1 class during bio. ugly moron 1 ugly moron 2.HAHAHAHAAnd suddenly i see... TODAY, was one hell of a boringgggggggg day:/ started off with maths which was okay la and for once i did listen.hahah okay then it was CME and we had this accounts test shit which i didnt know about so i just stare at it and stoneeeeee.haha okay then two free periods of bio cause ms wong didnt come so i tried to do maths but ended up writing all over my new writing pad and singing stupid songs with sam and slowly we started taking pictures.hahah!finally it was recess and it was just sam and i at the table with jo coming every now and then -.- we're loners today but for me,its a everyday thing.So english after recess and it was okay i fell asleep at the second period and woke up with a red mark which says L on my forehead.yes yes everyone laughed at me like crazy and i just pout and walk awayyy.hahaha nabs. family time was talking time with jo.yadayada then school ended.went to canteen had lunch then headed for chinese and i swear,mel is the most retarded friend i can find and she really cant stop talking and she never fail to make me laugh my ass off.so yeah i just kept laughing at her stupidness till 3.15 then went down changed then train.training was like nothing la:/ so lightttt.i dont like but nvm.changed then went to the foyer to wait for valerie's granny to come pick us up.and mrs king kong was like mabelin,note,she forgot to say the NA part out.anyway yes that fucker asked what im doing there and i was like'waiting for our parents to pick us up'and i said it like 4 times and she kept hearing it as waiting for my mom to bring me up.WHAT A MORON OKAY.when she finally got it i couldnt help but laugh out loud with old wu's butt at my face and val just kept asking me to shut it.hahaha ANYWAY,finally the granny came and i swear shes damn cute la.hahahha she called me GIRL GIRL and val thought she was talking to her cause she calls val GIRL AH GIRL.HAHAHHA okok so yeah but when she mention yewtee we both knew it was me she was calling.HAHAHAH GIRLGIRL is so not me la but shes so cute i swear.hahaha val thinks her granny has a crush on me which is damn retarded but then again,val IS retarded so i cant blame her can i.hahahha! so i finally got home,clean the house up and now im here.my throat hurts:/ and i had dinner all alone): hurrrrrrr. im out. Cheers! take me over when I'm gone take me over make me strong take me over when I'm gone Thursday, March 29, 2007 8:49 PM  i wana be in nz now with mom,dad,mel,marilyn,ryan,yewj,the four annoying cats and the 3 idiotic dogs ): nabs. Anyway,i didnt go to school today but i went back when school ended for awhile then after that went to ikea to eat then get my school shoes then cab home.i think i need to stop cabbing in the name of God and my school shoes are so new and disgusting i dont like it.its too white for my liking:/ school tml:/ two free periods though cause ms wong wont be coming.trainin after that and joy showed me the work outs and i can for see that being the lard that i am,im gona suffer big time.sent coffee to the groomers today and she'll be back soon.prison break tonight!yay!headache now.nabs. im bored and i miss my mommyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i dont like school.bummer. i need to tan badly so sam and char(if you wana)we need to visit sentosa soon. i need to stop eating. i need to catch up on my sleepssssssssssssssss. i need to hang out with gwen,tanya,ravi,mary and ailin plus sam and jo soon. i need to study!:/ i need to run faster i need to study and pass Os. okay cheers! Wednesday, March 28, 2007 9:29 PM    i want a new puppyyyyyyy. hahah okay so today was like crap and bad cause the weather killed me and i was moody and that made me miss my mom cause if she's back here,i would have gotten her to pick me up and sent me home.hahaha im such a brattttt.anyway yes so didnt go for training cause of cows and chickens.headed to holland with jo and sam then ate then walked around.sam left then jo and i walked around again and again and it was fucking hot btw.anyway jo left so i went to starbucks alone to study then finally maria,jr and xinni came.went to eat and i had tom yum soup.sihui came and we talked.yadayadayada. took a bus home and i slepttttttttt.haha then now im home with headache on the right side of my head.i dont wana go school tml but i dont know.the thought of a hot day in school scares me:/ i really hate the heat la.and i am depress i didnt train today.fatttttttttttttttttttt.i wana be like that hot person on trent.hahaha not the face but her body with super nice tonned muscles.im working on it! oh clara sent ravi and i to school today.hahaha so funny la.i ate so much macs i thought i was gona explode.hahaha today was like eating day or something man.tsk tsk i gotto go back to my no eating diet!nabs. so how now,school or no school?i dont want pe laaaaaaaaaaaa.its gona kill me.hahaha okay im out. cheers!
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 9:49 PM  cute girl on the bus she smiled at me!but i couldnt catch it in time my blue black which looks like a birth mark now. a really adorable girl i wana kidnap.HAHAokay today was funny cause i woke up at 6.30 and rushed like mad to school BUT i was still on time(: school was okay la i fought really hard to keep my eyes open and jo was watching me the whole time laughing.tsk.moron.hahaha anyway yes yes training tml and i dont know why but im excited.hahahahah!okay im crazy leave me alone.haha oh and tuition killed my brain so i took a cab home.HAHA. anyway after school had no where to crash so went to find my melon maria at subway with sam and sihui and xinni came and we all sat together and talk about nothing but rubbish.haha cabbed and sent everyone home then myself to tuition then did mathssssssssssssssss all the way from 5 till 7ish :/ anywayyyy im currently in loveeeeeee with subway.hahaha!(: okay my thumb hurts cause i burnt it during fnn cause the partner for today was ravi so yeah.HAHAHA im out. cheers! Sunday, March 25, 2007 9:44 PM Just speak. my tummy has gas its making me bloated and im sleepyyyyyyy.but today was (: school tml.boringgggggggg.study study study.my CA results sucked so bad i dont know how to tell my mom.bummerrrrr.i feel like eating something but i dont know what.hahah okay back to my grays anatomy. my mom suddenly started worrying today by texting me asking if i locked the door yadayada.shes crazy i swear.hahaha shes funny la.haha i want dino and skull boxers.hahaha random thought la.okay im out. cheers!
12:32 AM Now I know That I can't make you stay But where's your heart But where's your heart But where's your... I know There's nothing I could say To change that heart To change that heart To change... So many Bright lights been cast a shadow But can I speak? Well is it hard understanding I'm incomplete The life that's so demanding I get so weak And all their souls are burning I can't speak I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiving Nothing you can say can stop me going home Can you see My eyes are shining bright Cause I'm out here On the other side Of the jet black Broken mirror And I'm so weak Well is it hard understanding I'm incomplete And all their souls are burning I get weak I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home These bright lights are glowing bright at me These bright lights are glowing bright at me I said I see you lying next to me With words I thought I'd never speak Awake and unfraid Asleep or dead (x4) I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay Ill be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home Saturday, March 24, 2007 11:35 PM Today, was freaking boring.clara came at 7.30 to pick me and we went off to macs then she sent me to school and waited for me to run my freaking 200.finally finished around 9ish and she sent me home she gave back the car and cabbed home.got home showered and slept my headache away but woke up with a sore ankle.changed and went to meet sam then went to centerpoint and get val her balloon cause its her birthday then went to meet jo then joyce came then gwen came then mary and ailin also came and we all just bummed around town which is so fucking boring.and i saw a bag i like which i wana get but i dont know yet.haha see what mom says but i have a feeling she will say no.but whatever la it doesnt matter.i dont want anything just time and sleep.hurr. i just wana sleep.sleeppppppppppppppppp.sleep it away. cheers! im tired. and as tears rolled down. Thursday, March 22, 2007 8:53 PM This may never start. Tearing out my heart. I'd be your memory. Today was boring.come to think about it,i barely remembered what happened in school.i only remember how bored and blue i was feeling.anyway PE was like no PE so that was one good thing.anyway the joke of the day was that i got fucking scolded by mr poon for tearing paper too loud.like wth?i mean i didnt know there were different tones for tearing paper.oh well whatever i wasnt in the mood to say anything so i just laugh at him and continue tearin it.haha so now i have extra chinese lessons every friday.bummer:/ i really hate school.everything about it sucks.HURR! heats tml so no training): i rather train la and i cant believe i have to go back to school on sat just to run a freaking 200m and go home.its like bad enough that ive been a loner.hurr.nvm prison break shall cheer me up later. off to do FNN now.i like the smell of ralph blue on myself.HAHAHHAHA Cheers! If i don't say this now i will surely break as i'm leaving the one i want to take forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait my heart has started to separate Wednesday, March 21, 2007 10:12 PM Hello. So,today was one hell of a day cause of council invest but i guess it wasnt too bad.haha woke up late again like whats new.ive been sleeping so late for the past few days but yesterday was a different story cause my bitch friend clara darling too mom's car and never called or turn up after invest training so i cabbed home and it cost like freaking 13bucks?oh well i had a banana for dinner only anyway.hahahah out of point.so yes i freaked till i wanted to break down cause of other stuff too so i went to my peace corner which is none other then MY BED!!!(: and yeah i slept the horrible-ness away till 9ish then woke up then walked around the room thinking thinking thinking.ive been having headache i think im gona die soon.haha so yeah couldnt get any work done so i headed for bed at 12ish and clara called at 2ish and we spoke and i found out the car batt went dead on her.haha so yeah we spoke and sort things out and i finally got to sleep with a peaceful mind at 3ish.woke up at 6 and showered yada yada then headed to school. lessons were alright la.thank god chem lpp had to go somewhere for awhile and when she got back i had to go.thank the lord cause i dont like her lessons and she clearly doesnt like me but i really dont care.hahah!so went to change into my freaking whites and it has been forever since i last put on that freaking skirt which looks so :/ on me.haha oh welllllll.went to the canteen and hung out with ginny and her weird friends who all doesnt seem to have a clean state of mind as they were all really sick.haha and they all were being really mean to me la!anyway so yes went to the audi yadayada.the whole thing was okay la.it was freaking hot though but it started to rain after awhile.ended around 2ish.headed for canteen changed and waited for training to start. training was okay but we self train cause teachers were having a meeting.ran alot and my ankle hurts like dsjgfeokgfneir!but after the icing its better now but it still hurts alil la but im not limping so its okay(: school tml.bummerrr.clara's sending ravi and i to school(: then its tuition after school.gotto find a place to crash.probably crash mary's if i cant find any other place.haha okay yes yes school sucks and so does 24/7 cause its not enough for me. FNN to be handed up this friday.and with tuition and prison break.its gona be another late night tml:/ okay off to work now. thanks for showing that you cared today(: cheers! Tuesday, March 20, 2007 8:33 PM im feel so fucked up i wana cry and im all fucking alone.im getting used to it already anyway.HURR! dont ask why dont text me dont call me i dont wana hear anybody talk right now. your not here when i need you but then again,its okay. youknowifyouarentfeelingthesamejustletmeknowcauseithinkmywastedhearthaslikedyouwaytoomuchandwaytoolong. idontdeservethis. Monday, March 19, 2007 8:10 PM  i burnt my first pocket dinner cause i put it in the microwave for too long.HAHAHA it was rock hard okay.it didnt even break when i threw it into the sink.HAHA!okay anyway yeah thats dinner and it was rather horrible i must say but what to do.nvm i had my all time favortie ginger beer(:*BURP* So,today was okay la.monday blues cause like im so sleepy:/ nvm i didn train today cause of council thing........hurr!:( im so upset that i missed it la.oh well.training during recess tml and pe.i hateeeeeeeee pe but whatever.im gona stink...but then again,mabel always smells good!HAHA.oh i just found out invest is this wed.ahahhaha so lame la the stuff we have to do.hurr i dont know where to hide my face after doing all those silly stuff.okay and i hate going for it cause half the time im alone.yes im a loner thankyouverymuch. thankgodihadyouforawhile(: okay im out. cheers!
Saturday, March 17, 2007 10:30 PM it 10.30 but it doesnt feel like it.mom and dad are in nz already and having fun i know.hurr i want the fish and chips there!they are the best!anyway my right ear is blocked and it hurts too): and i didnt have dinner cause im really lazy but i really wana eat pizza from holland but im too lazy to move or get out of the house. if only sleeping can help you lose weight.i think i'll be super skinny by now.HAHAHA okay anyway my event starts at 2 so gotto be at the track by 12.30 but hey,it only takes me 5mins to get there.HAHA okay whatever. im outttttt. where are youuuuuuuuuu! cheers!
1:54 PM  mom cant shut up im so fat ah. look at the crowd hmm. see they're going for good i was really bored sam and i.okay so yesterday i went to town to get some stuff done then went to get my jeans from top shop and got a tee from gap then headed to the airport with just the ipod and i.haha okay so guess who i bumped into?sam.she cant be any louder i swear she shouted my name so loud at the mrt at changi i nearly died.anyway her god parents werent there yet so she went with me to find my parents only to find out our parents check-in counters were like just side by side.haha funny.anyway so yes my parents took forever.then we had dinner after that then it was sending off and all and i just kept saying'dont forget me ah!'hahaha and this girl standing around us was laughing at me la!): so sent the folks in around 8ish then went to find sam's god parents who are really funny.haha they kept making me laugh.so yes yes after that took a train with sam then went to westmall to look for liane then watched stomp the yard.its okay la so predictable. i had you in mind the whole time laaa. got home around 1ish showered and the internet was being a bitch so i gave up trying.yadayada then headed from bed around 4ish.yes yes.woke up today around errrrr 12ish?cant remember.anyway im off to do english now. so what you thinking of? cheers!
Thursday, March 15, 2007 11:40 PM 90.remember prison break=(: You don't have to move, you don't have to speak lips for biting. You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak eyes for striking Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you brush so lightly and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two squeeze so tightly. I'll be fine, you'll be fine. this moment seems so long Don't waste now, precious time we'll dance inside the song [Chorus] What makes the one to shake you down? Each touch belongs to each new sound Say now you want to shake me too Move down to me, slip into you She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin touch sight tastes like fire hands do now what eyes no longer defend hands to fuel desire I'll be fine, you'll be fine this moment seems so long Don't waste now, precious time we'll dance inside the song [Chorus] Ooo, ah [x8] And I'll be fine, you'll be fine Is this fine? I'm not fine Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake (stay awake) [Chorus x2] Move down to me, slip into you And my wasted heart will always love you.
9:20 PM 89.open up. im so boredd. took a nap from 5ish till 8.30 and im still feeling groggy.is there even such a word?oh well.i fixed the heater but suffered a knock on the head and the screw driver scratching my face:/ hurr mom's leaving but she still hasnt help me wash my blankie or get those morons to fix the damn heater.no dinner again tonight.i realised im starting to not eat cause im just either too lazy or not in the mood or dont feel like eating.all i had was like fish balls for lunch today.im starting to like this food habit i have instead of being the hungry monster i used to be.haha. listening to: -The Frays -Motion city sound track -James Morrison -Hellogoodbye -Nickleback okay i dont know why i typed the above out but i just felt like it.HAHAH.i want OC now.im sending my parents to the airport tmllll.how soonnnnnn.hurrrrrrrrrrr.ROARRRR.i cant upload video on my bloggggggggg.i suck la. im out.
5:42 PM Maybe Baby. headacheheadacheheadacheheartache. im having a headache,im home alone,its raining and im listening to The Frays(: So,today i woke up at 6.30 of course with much problems of falling asleep sitting up and all.haha oh wellll.so got to school at 7.30:/ i was like some lost soul la.hahaha!okay then around 7.45 val the tv came and started to talk cork like whats new.then her gf came so she went to the gf then i went back to sleep.hahah soon more people came so i decided to change and waited for joy,chuyin and rach then went to warm up.after 3 rounds went to the slope to do drills and it was tiring i swear.saw ms quak's(sp?) dog and he is adorable but cant beat coffee laaaaa.haha so yes yes did 2 times 300 and that nearly took my life cause ms eileen just kept saying FASTER.hahah then did relay after that and that made me happy buttttt i think all that running and run caused me my headache.anyway yes did logs for the hands and we forgot to do sit ups again.hahahahhaha.okay whatever. training ended and we helped ms eileen paint some rubbish on the floor and it was funny cause chu,joy,rach and i were super messy and got paint all over.hahaha so after that we went to clean up then it was waiting for council training time.it was so boring la.i was jumping tables.haha mary came for awhile and that poor girl had a bad tummy ache and she was really cartoon about it.haha lovelove.she went off after awhile and joy and chu went for lit on stage so i went to sit with ginny and a few others and fell asleep.woke up alil while after that cause i cant remember why but yeah.hahaha oh my mom appeared.hahahha she gave me a shock.hahaha she came to pick me up(: but instead of brining me home she brought granny,aunt julia and justina and i to tiong baru(sp?) market.hurrrrrr.that place made my headache worst!it was so hot and all.i nearly died.saw gerri though.haha she looked so smart in her work outfit.anyway after that those aunties wanted to go peoples park.BUMMER.i brought the idiot cousin to KFC for her popcorn chicken.i watched her eat so freaking slowly and i was about to fall asleep okay.haha anyway after she was done we went to macs and she got ice-cream and fries and i got ice tea(: saw bavani she was working and my cousin called her an auntie.HAHAHA!funny funny. i swear people's park has all the weird people.those who look like they would grab you and run away kind.so scary la!i was like keep calm with that perv beside my cousin and i.haha so soon it was ipod and stoning.headache got worstttttt.finally those aunties came and get us after what seem like forever.headed to the car and i dont know what happen cause i fell asleep.hahah okay friendly meet this sunday and i cant wait but i regret not taking 80m.oh well oh well.no biggie. marilyn says its hard to find the jersey that i want): im sad!hurr.there goes my all blacks.oh welll.hahaha doesnt matter.i wana go nz too.if i were smaller size,i would hide in the millions of bags mom and dad are bringing.they have so many bags la and almost all are filled with things for my sisters!hurr so unfair righttttt.i know.okay im being a brat.i need some love.hahahha! i wana be tallerrrrrrr and skinny like stick.i wanan be a sniffing pro.tsk rubbish taking over again. im out. cheers! Wednesday, March 14, 2007 10:57 PM   my table=needs some cleaning up.so now who wants to help?i hate dust.HAHA. what hurts the most is you not knowing how much it means to me. SO,i woke up at 1plus and sam and joyce came over to do accounts but i ended up in my room doing other stuff.HAHA so those two idiots came in to disturb.so we did alil bit more work in the room then they had to go holland to meet joy and chess and they want me to go but i didnt want to but they kept insisting.so i changed and followed them but of course with me we had to take a cab.got there met joy and chess.went to the pet shop and i really like the puppies there(: so yes yes we went to essential brew and sat there and rot but they say i was being emo but i dont really care.headed home aroun 8 and got home around 9ish then showered then came online for awhile then went to watch heros(: i like that show alot alotttttttttt.hahahah okay rubs.anyway yeah then came back here and tml both my parents dont wana send me to school cause they dont love me but dad said he would but that would mean reaching school at 730 thankyou.im gona be a moron being there so early but whatever. council after that.bummer.i hate it but its my last year so to hell with it.maybe meeting mom after that for shopping but i dont know yet.shes so last min.haha oh welllllll.hurr 2 more days till they're gone.no more dinner and all and im lazy.die.hahaha oh wellll.okay im lazy. Cheers! im not going away,okay?<3 you mean alot.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 7:55 PM SO,today was one hell of a boring day.woke up at 7 and i think i was dreaming that i woke up and i really woke up.HAHA my dreams are funny.wait till you see me when im sleeping.its worst.oh wellllllllllllllllllllllll.hmm so oh yes yes mom the idiot woke up late.so made me alil mad in the morning but she said sorry(: haha so got to school at 9 when training started at like 8 la :/ so yes joy and i went to warm up and today we did short workouts.our 80m timing were good so im happy.trainin ended before 12 so we all just sat around the canteen and rot.sam came from class to wait for joy.we drank then went to clean up.sat around the canteen watch nat and all dance.soon they all left me around 11plus then i was left all alone so i slept till 1 then val and sam they all woke me up to go up.went up and the whole thing was just lame. i really dont like her la okay. anyway i ran away from it around 3 then went to meet the mother who made me laugh quite a bit.hahah shes so funny la.we went to edc and they played my humps and she was like 'OMG!i thought this song was long dead.i hate this song.i hate it so much' HAHAH!wana know why?cause last time when she send me to school in the morning before dad did,they played it every morning we on the radio.haha it drives her nuts.hahaha okay and something else happended but i cant remember what.anyway i got really tired cause my back was aching and i was upset.hahaha.okay so mom got me soft shell crab(: had a few of that for dinner.haha home tml......hurrrrrrrr): i really wana go out la but then im lazy.haha and i wana sleep.but i wana go out.hahaha okok shut up la mabel.haha i think im funny.okay so yes yes today was basically,boring. cheers! <3 Monday, March 12, 2007 10:58 PM  So,i spent my day doing totally nothing at all but staring at my lappy and watch coffee sleep or sometimes,hear.yeah she snores.hahaha oh well so yeah i didnt go out today cause tuition got cancelled and training changed to tues and thurs.how great isnt it.hurr.anyway i woke up at 2 sleeping my morning away which wasnt a bad thing cause i wished i had slept the whole day away but i know its not exactly possible.so yes.i had a bowl of cornflakes with room raiders then head for the showers then it was the lappy and i.bummer...i need and want to catch a few movies. Where are you? okay tml is gona be one busy day for me if i follow the plans which i highly doubt it knowing me.so i have track from 8 till 12 the 1 till 4 i have the stupid council invest thing which i think i may go but only for awhile to show my face.not like i have a very pretty looking face but yeah.then there's steamboat with yushan they all but i dont know about that.i may follow jo to clear some air then head somewhere else.they wana drink i think i dont mind but i dont want to but i want.hurrrrrrr.i think im sad?hahahaha okay im crazy. Are we okay? so spoke to marilyn today whos an idiot.i think that silly sissy of mine is trying to get used to using or the la and liao now.hahaha the convo with her is funny.shes fussing over mp3 players and im fussing over my OC which is all sold out over there when its selling like 70plus for season 1to3 la.im depress): oh well there's always ebay.so yes yes.she wants to bring her ryannnnnnn to sentosa and a whole lot of other places and i think im suppose to follow but i dont wana be extra): like hello can i bring my other half too.HAHA yeah yeah funny.anywayyyyyy yes. they(mel and marilyn) have planned an awesome trip from mom and dad and i think im sad.no wait,i am.i mean the whole family is there but me and coffee.hurrrrrr! oh well.im really bored and not exactly happy about a couple of things and i dont know why either.pfftt:/ im out. cheers!
12:46 AM  thats mr king crab with tang hoon and he looks sick. his thingies were huge la! my share.it wasnt all that bad after all.Today,today. hello i like you is that okay? so malaysia was bad cause i had flu and the air pollution didnt help and and and yeahhhh.hahahha oh i didnt buy anything laaaaaaa): anyway im so sleepyyyy.mom and dad leaving this friday and somehow,i think i wana be there just so they wont forget about me... you'll be here wont you? hurr. training and tuition both cancelled): i wana go shoppingggggg.hahaha Sunday, March 11, 2007 12:10 PM mom:WAKE UP! mabel:hmm. mom:we're going malaysia. mabel:HUH?! mom:yeah. mabel:hmm(i went back to sleep) 15mins later mom:are you going to wake up? mabel:hmm. after which,she kept shouting my name every 5mins till i showed up in the kitchen.so i guess im going malaysia.yep. whispers hello i miss you quite terribly i fell in love,in love with you suddenly. cheers! Saturday, March 10, 2007 11:20 PM its sat and i didnt go out.haha so just went out with granny mom and dad for dinner then now im home.rotting.hurr i wana watch a movie.who wana watch a movie?oh vic this is a great time for you to ask me out since you miss me oh-so much.HAHAHA(: helloyouidiot<3 cheers! Friday, March 09, 2007 11:43 PM  my back hurts and i have my period.what more could be worst? you leaving. its too late.
Thursday, March 08, 2007 6:17 PM  ravinder and mary(: ravider the fatty pig sleepin on me as usual. they both look idiotic.hahhatodays mission was okay cause of those silly plays they had but other then that,i was close to death with my bitch of a ulcer and my backaching from sitting too long on the floor.yes yes im a complain freak,whiney ass whatever it is.i just didnt like today.i think i even step on poo cause i kept smelling it even though i wash my shoes.they say it was all in my head.oh well.i hated today oh so very much.today sucked and still does.didnt have tuition.was suppose to go wash a show with jo and tes but things happen so i ended up following her to vivo to pass tes something.she headed home and i decided to look for maria since she was at vivo.walked around for a short while with her then headed back home with a long bus ride.i fell asleep and bumped my head onto the window.hurr.so yes yes got home only to find no one at home and guess what?i didnt bring my house keys.how smart.thank god jessie came home just when i was about to go down and rot my ass off like the last time.so showered and now im here.rotting again. i dont wana go for mission tml.like really i think its gona be so weird with everyone together.too big of a crowd.i dont like.and we're playing games which i dont exactly like but im going for the sake of going and for jo and training.i dont even wana train.im so tired and bleah.i dont even know why but yeah.oh wellllllll. cheers! Do you know how i feel when you change your mind? Here's a tip,no more you or i'll go crazy. I don’t know what you’ve been hearing. I don’t want to be your running mate. I don’t want to be with you anyway. fuckyou. Wednesday, March 07, 2007 10:27 PM  they polluted my phone when im peeing. this is what maria does to her food after eating. yes she plays with them and its fuck gross.okay after a million years ive decided to come back and update. anyway first day of mission today and its bloody boring but i wont deny the fact that those lame people are kinda funny.haha but i still fell asleep.i swear im suffering from sleeping disorder.haha but my mom doesnt wana bring me to the doctors.oh well.and i have the biggest ulcer at the back of my mouth and it hurts like $#%$# so therefore,im not talkin much or eating much and people think im emo.TSK.please me and emo dont go.haha so yes mission ended at 2plus then i went with chuyin to go get our hair cut and mine turned out fine,i liked it but hers!omg its like holy moly.its so short.haha im gona pray that her dad doesnt kill her.so yes we bumped into my dad so he gave us a ride back to school and joy was back for novena so we went to train and i nearly died cause im a fat lard running. i went to queensway after trainin with joy and got my new trainers(: but i dont know if im gona regret it.haha oh welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr): holidays are coming mommy and dad's leaving in a weeks time thus mabel leads her life alone and she can suffer from malnutrition and be stick skinny.YAY!:D my ulcer hurts oh-so very much so SOMEBODY SHOW ME LOVE! okay as you can see im quite in a lot of pain.hurr): okay back to the topic of my day,haha i drift so far away from what i was talking about la.haha okay so yes yes after queensway i went to meet maria for dinner and we laugh alot and talked alot and i finally left at 8 but she was being a clown at the bus stop la.haha she dropped her phone and she freaked out like crazy and kept asking THE PHONE if it was okay.haha!and she told the phone to sit in between her legs and not move.see?shes retarded.haha took 174 and i nearly fell asleep and knock my brain cell less head.haha okay but i didnt.187 took forever after that but i came home to find mom and dad out.turns out they went SHOPPING.yes without me.how nice of them ah.not bad not bad.haha okay and mom was like you cut hair ah!haha then i just said no you crazy ah.then i was like what you buy from FOX HUH then she was like what FOX?haha the bag was like right infront of my face and she wants to lie.tsktsk.loser.haha okay coffee is so cute and my ulcer really hurts so bad laaaaaaaaaaaa.i want it gona now now now): okay cheers! Saturday, March 03, 2007 12:19 AM end of the week!finally.ended my day in school with a horrible training for a start with leslie back to train us but im all good now till tml.i dont even wana think how my legs are gona feel:/ anyway i made my darling rachel anne super pissed today i felt so bloody bad la.she didnt wana even look at me.but in the end she did(: anyway yes so we did the stairs shit 8 fucking times.i nearly cried cause my legs were already aching real bad from the last training and running upstairs just made the sore feeling really bad.school was okay i guess.finally did my english essay finish but it was kinda crappy.bio was...ZZZzzzz.i TRIED to stay awake okay.i swear.hahaha anyway yes so ravi,mary,ailin and zenn they all went home after CME.not bad eh?hahah thats my bitches for you.mom came and pick me up after training and oh!leslie made joy and i wear this super big flower hairband which looks like crap but i couldnt stop laughing cause it was really stupid.anyway yes yes.i like the rain but its making it hard for the clothes to dry.i love my sweater smell.random thoughts i know.haha okay out tml with jo and i dontknowwho la.haha yeah okay burbye.im sleepy cheers! Thursday, March 01, 2007 6:41 PM someone updated my blog saying i dont wana talk to her and i have no clue who isit.haha okay oh well.CA 1 was kinda screwed up but i liked the fact that we stay put on the second level cause i really hate walkin around the whole damn school esp when i have bad muscle ache like the one im having now.my toufu of a butt just hurt like fuckkkk.my room smells like polo blue i think cause of my sweater and i love it:D okay whatever.im gona get the complete set of dvds of OC season 1 to 4.its a must must and my parents are leaving in a couple of weeks that means home alone with the boggie dog.i may just die of boredom without my silly parents who talks rubbish half the time. last day of the week tml(: cant wait but i need a date for this weekend besides the fact that i maybe hanging out with the bitches.i think i wana date my old pal deb so we could stop bumping into each other after evey phone call we have.its getting kinda freaky:/ and i miss that idiot anyway. i had a cold shower this afternoon my ears nearly dropped off.i hate the cow damn heater.i swear it hates me okay.i get fucking ice cold water all the time): anyway training tml.cant wait.and oh!sports day this year?its gona be fuck stupid with not the usual track events.i really dont like cause its my last year and they are giving me this shit?hurr.and i really need to go get my body fixed man.i feel pain all over and i feel like my legs are weird like.firstly they look weird,secondly they're too short and thirdly,they're fat and lastly,they're not fast enough. okay im bored.the computer is keeping my hands warm.i really miss watching OC.school really sucks at some point.i really cant stop sleeping though i dont want to.its like some illness.i told my mom that and she looked at me like im speaking alien language.haha whatever. i want some fun.oh i wana watch movie.the pursit of happiness ah?not sure how its spelled or what its called la.yeah.okay i love my class.we're all so one kind.hahaha. im out. Cheers!
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